Paa .. I love you !

I dont know what made me write this poem and I have no clue how I could write it let alone post it on my blog here - but this is one way I let my emotions come out and for someone who meant the most to me - My Dad.

Paa - There are so many things I still had to share with you , so many moments I had to spend with you.I wish I had more memories of us together Paa .. I wish I'd never had come to Sydney after your treatment, tat way I'd have more time to spend with you....

I miss the long phone conversations with you - there s a gap - a space in my life and I dont have the courage to over come it...

I cried again today
Uncontrollable tears fell from eyes,
It seems like all I do is cry
And its getting harder for me to hide.
I lie in bed and cry all night,
And I don’t feel any better in the morning light.

Paa … I miss you !!

I held your hand as you took your last agonizing breath
You fought with your heart and soul,
My world came crashing down like pack of cards
I dint want to be consoled.

I never thought I’d see you die
How could you walk away breaking all ties ?
Who will teach me right from wrong,
With you gone?
Whom will I turn for answers,
When life does not make sense?
Who will be there to hold me close,
And always be there for my defense?

I cant call you on the phone,
I cant knock on your door.
No matter how loud I scream,
You wont be there for me like before.

It was so hard for you to let me go at the airport
To let your “beta” venture into a world unknown
Without you holding my hand or to catch me if I fall
To walk the path that you have shown.

Paa .. I need you !!

So many images come into my mind,
Whenever I speak of your name.
I cant seem to come to terms with the fact
That our lives wont be the same.

The times we shared,the laughs we had,
Things I miss when I think of you Dad.
Realizing that's all I have to hold on too,
Only memories, Of what once was you.

Missing your laugh, I will never again hear.
That is the reality that fills me with so much fear.
No more smile on your face,
No more warmth of your embrace.

The last hug, The last kiss,
The last "goodbye" leaves me with one last wish...
To have you Dad, here today,
Never to leave your Daughter this way.

Oh, Paa, if I could turn back time
and once more hear your voice;
I'd tell you that out of all the dads
you would still be my choice.

Please always know I love you
and no one can take your place;
Years may come and go
but your memory will never be erased.

Today, God, as You are listening
in your home above;
Would you go and find my dad
and give him all my love.

I love you Paa ....!!

- Megha

How hard will it be till that day ?

I will light a candle every night,
I will hold my tears and stop cry...
I know love excited somehow,
I know faith will lead us someday ..
I miss you today even more than yesterday,
My heart still burning when you are away...
Cant say a thing but still feel you here ,
Somehow beside me through the storm .....

How hard will it be till that day ?????

The reason behind my sleepless nights ...

This time I dedicate my blog to someone who s been the reason for my sleepless nites and endless thoughts for quite sometime …

Yes… You’ve read it right !! There is someone who is on my mind always – where ever I go , my eyes keep searching for his presence and before you get started thinking on who this ‘someone’ is …I have to tell you that I finally found him crawling creepily on the wall of my room –

EWWWW – the Lizard !!!

Its neither letting me sleep nor allowing me run out of the room ( coz its very close to the door and I wouldn’t want it to fall on me during my attempt to run out of the room).Dont think I haven’t tried the HUSH HUSH .. CHU CHU .. or the CLAP CLAP things ??

I did .. But all attempts in vain .. 

Infact on one of such attempts – it actually came crawling more into the room instead of going out .. DAMN IT !!

And looks like both of us would be spending the rest of the night staring at each other and keep ourselves away from each other …

The battle is on !! And I wont rest till I drive it out of my room .. (although I lack the morale for doing it ) ..If not driving out – I m sure I wont let it cross the wall n come n e where close to me !!

And I so wish Bhavana and Apo were home – coz like me Bhav ‘s is scared of lizard and she wouldn’t have rested until Apo would drive it out of the house .. I miss u Bhavana !!I wish you were here !!

N e ways .. Its now 12 30 and looks like this is goin to continue for the rest of the nite !!

Wish me luck !!

Invitations !!

Yeah - that's wat kept me busy these days .. well of course the small shopping errands and tiring dance practices too.....

So , i thought i should showcase my creativity here and put up the wedding cards that i prepared :)

Here they are !!

Wedding card1:



Recpetion Invite :


Wedding Card2:



Somre more where there - but these three were finalized so i put only them.. Adjust karlo!! hehe ....

So not many days left for my bhabi dear to come home !!

Come ,Walk with me ...

Aha .. two posts on the same day.. Today is some lucky day !!

Finally I am back to writing poems again..I am so glad :)

So here s the new one -


Come walk with me just one more mile
Before we call it quits
Forget about the broken dreams
Now broken into bits.

My emotions may get strong on me
But don’t you walk away
Hold on to me and keep me close
Don’t you let me stray

Put one more foot out, forward
without which I’d regret
So lets keep our eyes locked to the front
Coz we are not finished yet.

Lets keep moving on the road ahead
Not think of whats left behind
Coz if we keep moving
Our destiny we might find

We might find few surprises
that might even make you smile
Might even see life clearer
While walking for a while.

We might even find some pieces
That we missed along the way
Or some new ones that are better
To use another day.

So another mile together
Can I walk with you?
One more little effort
Before we bid adieu….


- Megha

BREAKING NEWS : Earthquake at Somajiguda,Hyderabad

In a recent update from our correspondent – an Earthquake measuring 5.1 on the Richter scale hit on Sunday afternoon at 2 ‘ o clock at Somajiguda ,one of the prime locations in Hyderabad.

The Epicenter of the quake was traced to Flat no 206,Fern hill apartments.

On further investigations it was revealed that what seemed to be an earthquake was merely a dancing session in progress for the Ladies practicing for the Sangget ceremony of Apoorv & Bhavana to be held in March.

No casualties or geological disasters have been reported so far, but the residents around Fern hill have been warned about such frequent tremors as the practice sessions may go on for the coming whole month . Infact , it has been alerted that the intensity may increase towards the end of March.


ONE MORE WORD from me and I m sure I’ll be Dead meat by tomorrow … hehe

Well yes – the Sangeet practices have started and today the momies rocked the dance floor!! They’ve just surprised us all by their performance ..

MOMMIES YOU ROCKED !!

N not just the mom’s .. spl mention of Apo here .. he been practicing too .. N must say for someone I thought had two left feet is dancing really well …!!

Jai ho Bhavana bhabi ki !!

More on the Sangeet practices.. to be put up soon ….

Btwn – I m just dying for the grand finale – for the lovely songs we’ll be performing on!!

Until next post ..Ciao!!

Missing Pieces

Ok … My last post would have summed up that I am frustrated to the core – mainly having nothing to do ( apart from waitng for my IELTS results – which by the way came out really well coz I scored 8/9 ..Yay me for that !!)

Haan toh I was saying ke I had nothing interesting to do plus the lousy year of 2008 ended with me getting Gastro- something n keeping me bedridden for some days …So just to keep myseld occupied I got this Jigsaw puzzle for a cute lil friend of mine …Huge puzzle it is with almost 1000 pieces …

This particular puzzle has been a challenge because of the large number of pieces and very few pieces which can be fitted together easily. I’m still working on the puzzle, by the way. Fitting the pieces together is going extremely slow. Sometimes I even find myself getting upset because I’m not able to find an exact piece for an exact space!

One space is absolutely driving me nuts! I’ve been trying to find the piece almost since I first started putting the puzzle together! Funny how one little piece in a puzzle can make you feel like pulling your hair out! Who knows, maybe the piece is missing. So I may never find that piece by the time the puzzle is done. It may have to simply be a missing piece. Anyway, I definitely need to relax about it! 8D

At the same time I started putting the puzzle together, I was also trying to put together some of the pieces in my life! Pieces that don’t make sense to me, pieces that I want to put into the empty spaces in my life, so I can see the complete picture and have everything fit snugly and all together.

As I went back to working on the puzzle, I remembered another piece in the puzzle that had been driving me crazy! I looked for it for a couple of days, but could not find it. Then just today evening, I looked straight down and saw the puzzle piece! It was right in front of me!

Isn’t that like life?
All the answers scrambled in front of us with no particular directions. Sometimes we search for the answer and it is right in front of us! The whole time we were hunting in far away places, asking others, reading books, and other material, trying to try to figure things out! When all we had to do was be quiet for a little while before the piece would have fallen into place.

Of course, we all want to see the big picture for our lives and the reasons why certain things go wrong or awry, but sometimes we never find all the pieces.



So a few things tat I realized were :

--> When the puzzle box is first opened you can’t see the whole picture.
--> Remember that every one’s puzzle is different; so don’t try to fit other’s pieces into your puzzle.
--> Expect there to be missing pieces and learn to live with it. You’ll only produce baldness by pulling your hair out, not answers :P
--> Be grateful for the pieces of life’s puzzles that fit and be satisfied with it.
--> Be more patient, some things take more time and come harder. Easier said than done, but it is good advice.

and most important FOLLOW UR HEART - It will def lead you on the right path :)

Woah !! that was definitely loads of gyan !!

Until next time ...bbye
Cheers !!

PS : Please pray for my speedy recovery - I m tired of sitting at home while others are busy shopping for the wedding!!